thoughts from a broken engine...

[silence_killz]

everyone's got their thing... whether they are at a job 9 to 5 that they love, a job 9 to 5 that they hate, a full-time student with lots of goals and no money, the 7 million dollar athlete who isn't happy

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[boredinsomniac]

bleh. I know what you mean. I hate my living situation and my income situation. I keep thinking that when I get out of school I will be able to do things the way I want - that is, when I'm not at work. and when I'm not too tired from working to do the things I want to do.

That's when I get depressed and think I should've just become an electrician or something, not gone to school at all. because of course now even if I decide I don't want a career career, I'm stuck with it because how else to pay off my loans? and I feel like I'm just forcing myself farther and farther away from being able to do what I want. I feel like I've trapped myself into a career that will prevent me from enjoying my life.

bleh, sorry to be so depressing. but it's really been getting to me lately... I keep reminding myself about paid vacation and disposable income and not moving 3 times a year, but I'm afraid that the remaining weeks of the year will all be spent exhausted and bored.

I'll stop now. sorry.