obvious decay internally, oblivious decay externally

[silenced_cries]

i am nothing more than a narrator to the story of my life. i have no say in what has happened, what is happening, and what will happen. i do, however, have the ability to evoke certain emotions based upon how i view the basic events. i have my own opinions about this story and my own feelings. i can portray and persuade what i want without lying

Comments

[xbrookecorex]

Just wanted to let you know I read that whole thing. Cause I know that when you write something that long, its a releif to know that someone actually took the time to read it. Sorry I cant offer any help/input since I know nothing about your life, and am barely at all friends with you. But I read it, just the same. You write well, is I guess my only comment. I just like the way you present your 'case'. Dont feel selfish about posting this. People post way more trivial things every day, and expect buckets of sympathy over it. You're fine, I think its good to be able to step out of yourself and view everything from that unattached perspective. I dunno, maybe im nuts.
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[souper_salad_]

i agree with her you do write well and i know i dont know you that well but hey if you ever need a person just to listen to you id be glad to

oooooooo my little pet

[wastd_memory]

i honestly adore you. ill IM you in a little bit and tell you why haha i love you so much.

[my_hidden_words]

I agree with everyone else. You write awesome and i love how u can say things perfectly and get your point across. Its not selfish to vent like that..everyone deserves to be listend to..and when your ready to talk im here

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[anonymous]

Hey,
I read that whole thing too and I know how everytime i always had something to bitch and moan and complain about you would always make me feel like 10 times better and im waiting for u to come bak from tanning cuz i wanna talk to u.. well i guess u'll no soon enough wat i haave to say I LOVE YOU and don't ever forget it and im ALWAYS here for u and will listen to u over anyone else, because after all Xtal and Xta friends forever.
Love
Krista
(XTA)