i havent written in this for over 2 years. that said, im under the impression that ive lost a lot of motivation and thoughtfulness that i once was full of. i used to not ever want to stop writing..back then. i could overflow with thoughts and words before they could possibly be put onto paper or typed on this screen. now i feel quite empty more ( Read more... )

FUCK IT!!!!!!1111111111111

i love Chris Powers more than i ever thought possible. i haven't been able to communicate with him since last sunday. I can't go that long, i never could go a day without him. i dont know how he could possibly be happy without me. he isn't. i would do absolutely anything to get through to him. i don't know what to do though... i have no idea. all ( Read more... )

just kidding. i fucking hate livejournal.

hahaha.....
i'm such a cunt these days....
gotta love that though.
i don't even give a shit so you can all either-
A. delete me.
B. leave me comments assuring that YES i AM in fact a cunt ( Read more... )

i rarely post on here anymore mostly because of damn myspace. it consumes my life. not really, but i dont get online enough to do a bunch of writing and complaining. i have plenty to complain and whine about just like the rest of you, but from the type of comments (or lack of) i was recieving before, i think i'll lay off. so enjoy not reading my ( Read more... )

i wish you'd stop fucking with my heart. i want to tell you just rip it out and get this over with. honestly.

i never knew love could be so consistently awful.

i have no problem saying this to all of you because i know youre all going to flip out and personally i dont care anymore. i dont fucking want to live. i just dont. thats it.

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

When the sun came up ( Read more... )

haha i just thought that crayon thingy was quite appropriate and actually right on the ball. you know how i am with abusing everyone. right. im sleepy. goodnight.