Comments | silent_crow: Don't put your guards down and don't let the seagulls fool you

silent_crow

Don't put your guards down and don't let the seagulls fool you

Jul 06, 2010 22:33

Today's morning seemed to be promising. I woke up with no nightmares.

My head was clear. I felt as a person who had been on the bed-rest for ages & now, he was allowed to stand up...and stand up on his own feet.

I was in a good mood (not maniac), I listened to Glass Skin over and over & enjoyed my big mug of tea on the balcony. I even finished ( Read more... )

dancing headless ballerine, three minutes from breakdown

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kawasakininja July 7 2010, 08:09:33 UTC

:( I'm sorry, I am sorry this happened to you, it wasn't your fault, you didn't deserve it, nobody does and there is nothing you did wrong that you should feel guilty of, you aren't guitly for your kindness and for trying to be a good and helpful person. You're not, it is their fault, they are beyond words, but it is not you. There is nothing to be ashamed of here, Eve. Nothing you did or didn't do. I don't know what else to say. *BIG WARM HUG*

fonulyn July 7 2010, 12:07:15 UTC

I'm so sorry to hear that. Sometimes, all the bad things just seem to pile up and come at once. But I hope you'll be fine. I really do.

nexus_akayuki July 7 2010, 12:25:27 UTC

You know... Things I wanted to say and needed to say and finally said can be found in our skype chat.

I'm glad I know you got out and went to see your doctor, I really am.

Eeefa.

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skylled July 7 2010, 13:49:28 UTC

Máš výhodu - ne, nemyslím tím to, že to, co jsi cítila, je strach. Každý člověk, který není dítě ulice, má problém vrátit ránu s tím, že ho to může stát život nebo, ať chceš či ne, ženská genetika nás nutí udeřit s menší silou… máme strach ublížit ( ... )

Je mi to líto... anonymous July 7 2010, 18:37:15 UTC

Je mi to líto a opravdu nevím, co na to říct. Jen, kdybys o to stála, objala bych Tě a tu špínu sňala vlastními dlaněmi. Shin

Re: Je mi to líto... silent_crow July 7 2010, 20:35:35 UTC

Za dva dny jsem nebrečela.
Ti, co mě znají vědí, že brečím pořád. U TV novin, u reklamy na Pedigree, u foto koťata...
Teď si spustila řeku slz, kterou jsem se snažila zadržet.
Brečím.
Nebudeš mi rozumět a je to OK: Gib mir ein bisschen Zeit, dann komme ich wieder zurück.Jetzt weiss ich nicht mehr, wer ich bin und was ich mit meinem Leben machen sollte.
Aber gin mir etwas Zeit, so wie ich es bei dir gemacht habe...und dann bin ich wieder zurück.
K