letter to a friend

[silent_jupiter]

so, last night i had an experience that gave me cause to be reflective about what it was like the first few times we hung out. what i remember about it is that i was nervous and self-conscious but i wasn't ever afraid. and last night i was afraid

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[thesilia]

yeah, if the dead guy gets to be in your innermost places, then it's not such a good experience to go there. i don't always like to go to my innermost places because i'm afraid of losing rational control of myself. i don't want my heart to get the reins, so i always keep a tight grip on it