I miss Gus....

[silent_revelry]

So today work went really shitty and I hate being there now. I guess its because I am dealing with stuff in my personal life... I just don't feel like getting anything done. Don't know if I am just being extra sensitive over things but I want to cry when I am alone. Memories of Gus come rushing to my head every time I want to close my eyes for bed

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[child_of_zion]

I hope you don't feel like a crappy friend because I was messing around with you about leaving before I came into work. You're a great friend and I'm very fortunate to have you in my life.. and so was Gus. We both know you've walked through a hard road and we both know you still have a long way ahead of you, but I don't need to tell you that you'll make it. I'm sure you know on some level that you will. You may be a sensitive person, but that just comes with being passionate. I've said it before and I'll say it again, you are a strong person.

It kills me when things like this happen. I wish I could undo what has happened. I'd give anything to take this pain away from you. Taking time to yourself is the best thing to do, but if you ever need me I promise I'll be there. I just want you to know that I love you and I always will. Thank you for being in my life.