been working the past 2 days at GUESS. they called me in cause there are swarms of people buying stuff for V-day. they already have me as a supervising manager with a headset and all that. i was kinda thrown into it, but it's nice to be respected at a new job. i'm sure i'm being talked about by the other emplyees, but they seem nice enough. i ( Read more... )

i am such an asshole. i've been meaning to call you for 3 days now and everytime i relax and think about it - it's like 1am. gahhhhh. anyway, i've been so busy learning my way around here and searching for the perfect job that a social life is not even an option. sooooo.... tomorrow i am doing NADA. just sitting around watching movies and cleaning ( Read more... )

we talked through things. everything is okay. it's in the clear ( Read more... )

now i'm a little pissed. i walked out and 3 of the guys were wrestling on the floor around all the boxes of stuff that has yet to be put up. glass picture frames and antiques. i have really nice furniture and things and they were hitting each other with my pillows and throwing stuff around the room. then they spilled rum on our brand new carpet. ( Read more... )

i'm here. most things are unpacked.... it's hard with my folks still here. it's a bit hectic and cassie's friends have been over a lot. i like them - well... a few of them. but it's like... they just sit and drink and smoke and talk about getting trashed and stuff. i want away from that. what did i sign myself up for? *sigh* i hope all is well. ( Read more... )

what started as a very crappy birthday yesterday ended up being SOOOOOOOOO much fun. got to hang out with meredith and her momma (who cooked me a lovely italian dinner) and cassie, mike, brien, ian, and riki. we got bratz-tastic, drank champagne, ate cupcakes, and complained about the theatre department. oh the joy of bitching with your friends. ( Read more... )

it will officially be my 24th birthday in approximately 40 minutes. it feels like any other day. meh. i mean, it's cool and all. yay birthday. i just have so much on my mind it hardly seems important ( Read more... )

i'm glad i'm moving. i feel more confidant now of that statement than i was a week ago. the things here need to be left behind - and stay behind. there are things i will miss and a FEW people i will miss. but the majority of people i crossed paths with never knew the real me and would never know me no matter how hard they tried. it's just not my ( Read more... )

yesterday was SO much fun ( Read more... )

the asshole did it again.

called at 5:30 and says "yeah we'll hang out tonight i call you in an hour or so."

no such thing.

midnight. no call. i left 3 messages. one nice, one pissy, and one ripping him apart. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i have the worst taste in men.