what happened?????? love u... JT and nemo have to get tested for leukemia this week... colter got put down today, couldnt sleep all last night... got like 3hours sleep... then woke up and took him to the vet, it was really hard considering that when the doc. tried to take him from my arms, he clung on to me with his claws and wouldnt let go, it just made it that much worse u know? i had to give him a billion kisses, one never seemed enough. and after i just spent all day in bed sobbing. got out of bed around 3pm. started my period. all congested and feeling like shit. fuck its so depressing it sucks. i said i hated that cat only when he pissed me off but i lied. i loved him. and its really hard, cuz i got really attatched to him these past couple of weeks, cuz he started calming down and not being such a brat and not attacking me. bleh..... life has its ups and downs... i hope it doesnt continue to go down cuz i duno how much more i can handle... and lucy has to go back to the vet cuz her legs not healed. they said it would be better
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haha i threw up at the brea mall on the food court. (courtney was there hahaha). Im so sorry to hear about all that shit :[ I fucking loved colter too. that pisses me off and saddens me really bad cos my favorite cat died of lukemia when i was in 8th grade. it was soooooooooooooooo hard to get over. Im not really even over it cos he ment so much to me. I really hope that JT and nemo dont have it. And i hope lucy gets better. how did she break/sprain her leg???? has she al least gotten a little better? im sorry love i'll take you out for lunch this week and we'll talk.
and thanks for everything ;] i couldn't ask for a better friend than you.
aww yea i puked all over courtneys front porch from a mixture of alcohol and weed. not funn... but happy birthday, and ill take u out to lunch when i get some money!!! i start work next week.. i got my uniform and everything. they are just cute little shirts that say bernies.. and we can wear jeans or skirts or shorts or whatever. but yea HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! i love u. and we can go shopping and stuff cuz i feel bad about not having money for ur b-day, but ill take u out to lunch adn we'll go shopping and ill get u a present k? ur always good about that stuff :x but i love u and i tried calling u earlier but ur voicemail just came on. and i figured u would be with brandon or somethin cuz its ur b-day!! so give me a call when u get a chance. being an animal lover sucks.... im happy u understand. loveu
don't worry about getting me anything or taking me out. no way am i letting you spend money on me. i should be spending money on you. congrats on the job...now help me get one!!! haha. yeah but seriously, help me. What is bernies? my cell has no minutes on it (only like 30 seconds) so i know whos calling but i never answer it...i usually call people right back if im at home. we should hang out soooon. i misss you. ♥
awwwww i saww u today!!!!! im glad u had a good b-day (i saw ur other entry ahah) but bernies is the restaurant i used to work at that closed down, but they reopened,and called me to work. and shut up i wanna take u so there no butts about it, u cant say no cuz its my treat and i wanna so there!!!!!! and yes we should hangoutttt, i got school from 1-5 so either be4 or after.. haah im usually sleeping before but ill try to wake up!! haha..
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and thanks for everything ;] i couldn't ask for a better friend than you.
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