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[silent_senshi]

...So if he's such a jerk, then why am I on the verge of tears as I tell him that if he wants us to go our separate ways, it's fine?

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[stolenstarz]

Because as much as we don't want to admit to them or to ourselves, it is beyond difficult to let go of people that you have held so close for so long. I have officially "let go" of David almost a month ago and I still think about him/fight the urge to call or e-mail him every few days. He hurt me and was a jerk to me for too long though, and this is one decision that I am sticking to as much as it kills me to do so. The only bad thing is that I don't think he knows how he was a jerk to me, and he doesn't seem to know that I'm hurt or miss him and CLEARLY he doesn't miss me enough to make any effort to talk to me anymore. I'd really hate to admit to him that I miss him and I even miss him hurting me so much because it'd either feed his ego or make him feel guilty. Those are two things that I do not want to do

[craziechick]

I know exactly what you mean. Someone can be so cruel, mean or whatever, but if you were really good friends with him you don't want to lose that. I went through that with Marcus, and even though he was a complete asshole to me, I cried when we finally just went our separate ways. I've had so many urges to call him, but then I remember what he did. Sometimes you are just better off with certain people in your life, no matter how much you care about them.