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Sep 19, 2004 22:24

God, I'm fucking homicidal.

I'm sorry, I know my anger is terrifying, but you'd be pissed too if your friends talked shit on you and half of them ignored you.

I just.. I feel really FUCKING alone right now and I hate feeling alone because it makes me feel like a freak and I don't NEED to feel like a freak.

Don't comment on this part of the entry because I don't want to hear it. )

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mpjayhawk September 19 2004, 20:51:11 UTC
yikes. *hug&

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stolenstarz September 19 2004, 20:52:51 UTC
omg random story: I woke up this morning and realized that whatever I had just been dreaming must have been so stressful that I actually bit all of my beautiful nails IN MY SLEEP. Just now reading your 2nd to last paragraph sparked my memory and I realized that I dreamed I was out somewhere with David (meh, my guy I love but obviously couldn't care less about me) and the girl he liked in high school and actually dated for a whole, Virleena. Anyway, we were out somewhere and sitting at a table and David said that he and Virleena were engaged. I woke up immediately after that. It's crazy though, I'm dreaming about my old friends being engaged and yours actually are. btw, I took David off my list (therefore blocking him) after the whole fiasco in May and forced somebody else to add him and tell me if he ever gets on. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ( ... )

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silent_senshi September 20 2004, 09:15:09 UTC
Sounds cool ^.^ My mom wants me to go, and I hate going places alone, so yeah, I'll go :)

<3 liz

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sincelastjuly September 19 2004, 21:08:31 UTC
you aren't being stupid.

just...be safe, okay?

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flute_player September 19 2004, 21:27:04 UTC
Liz, I'm so sorry that you have to deal with this. Just remember that I'm here for you. I'm always in your neighborhood since Eric lives pretty close to you (you DO live near Lincoln and Grove, right?). Just call me if you ever need to talk or want me to pay you a visit or something..

cell: 7346665

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illegible_messs September 19 2004, 21:43:53 UTC
liz i <3 you. and i have never had a serious bf and wtf your friends being engaged is crazy!! way to young. i know none of this helps, but i<3you.

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