2 months and a bit of reading novels, writing essays, trying to understand this foreign language ... and from then on my life is so unplanned, unpredicatable, open. i'm trying to graduate, more difficult than i thought, since the marks from bordeaux have not come in to york. get me out of this university bullshit, i feel like i'm learning, but it's ( Read more... )

i see you staring at me with that smile of yours
but i cant touch you
i cant touch you, you tease

(fucking 6000km)

fabounet - moya alunia - 81 dyen says:
mais bon
le plus important maintenant c'est toi
et toutes tes histoires

olister. is not made for t.o says:
je suis dans un trou

fabounet - moya alunia - 81 dyen says:
sort la tete

two weeks before he comes.
im tingling, a mixture of excitement and fear. my life (where should i begin?) is so different from his.
as if all this time he's only known a fragment and now the entire me is about to be exposed.
and i want to touch again- trace ears, squeeze fingers, awake to eyes so different from my own.
bonsoir

and so i am 21 tomorrow.
life is so unpredictale, i dont want to be swallowed in my plans.
farewell best year of my life, i dont know how it could have been any better (well maybe if i could still call france my home)

happy about what comes next.
get me outta here again. for the last time.
a couple of months.

its amazing, being able to spend time with someone who is willing to listen to your crazy stories till 4 in the morning. sitting in the car, wanting to know more. unearth the mysteries of life with someone ive just met. peppermint tea to that new snow patrol song. suddenly i feel, this hasnt happened in a while now.

ola is in a state of nothing ( Read more... )

how many times have i been inspired in the past couple of days? its incredible. the flow of people and chance encounters and strange situations.
 these feelings everyone has inside of them and when they come out in waterfalls, the entire room puts up their hands.
we are all so similar in our goals. some more determined than others.
and every singe ( Read more... )

just got home ( Read more... )