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alright ( Read more... )

its her lack of holding happiness that scares me ( Read more... )

yesterday i felt a million emotions in a day. it was the worst day ever and ended up being one of the better ones. funny how life changes on you within minutes. today i am good, functioning somehow after going to bed at 4 30 am. i called my grandma as it is her bday and she sounded like the happiest person alive. communication is the most beautiful ( Read more... )

back from the mountains, sunburnt ( Read more... )

fucking weirdos are making me scared as hell. there's two of them. saw "seven o clock" and he started following me. why the fuck won't they leave me alone. and everyone else doesnt seem to be having this problem. as always im the phsyco magnet ( Read more... )

im in Paris. we didnt go out cuz we died of walking, looking for jim morrison's, oscar wilde's, la fontaine's graves all morning. they're leaving tomorrow, and i think im gonna be lonely by myself in paris for two nights. damn. life is insane. and nudity is in, more than ever.
i feel sooooo carefree. i dont wanna lose this.

i'm off to paris.
5 nights with strangers.
smile.

my class is cancelled, so here i am, i have so much to do, and i find myself drawn to the computer. its not all bad though, as I have to email my prof back home- thats uhhh 2 months overdue now? i hate myself for lacking all seriousness and i constantly wonder if the way i live my life is the right way for me. i am very impulsive, last minute, ( Read more... )

reality is abstract. i feel. i feel. i feel. i cant feel what i want to.