what a long day i had..gettin beat up by a two year old in a preschool and knowing you cant do anything about it like HIT HER BACK! like wise sucks major whootang but its okay...knowing she could of almost sprained my wrist plus she gave me bruises is just beauitful....neways though i talked to adam...which was a good thing like ive said before we ( Read more... )

his heart was not open so i had to go the spell has been broken i loved him so. freedom comes when you learn to let go creation comes when you learn to say no. he was my lesson i had to learn. i was his fortress he had to burn. pain is a warning that something is wrong i pray to god it wont be long. theres nothing left to try. theres no place to ( Read more... )

i think im offically goin to have an emotional breakdown...startin now ( Read more... )

he blocked my number
he hates me
his friends hate me
do i really deserve all of this?
even his cousin i was friends wit
for 3 yrs hates me...:( that hurts
more than ever

i wish i had a sign that said biggest jerk of this world cuz i'd have it. i threw away the one guy whos ever loved me just because of what people thought..."how can u make a long distance realtionship work" god...and then i think i can move on happy and i cant. but i dont care i will wait forever if thats what it takes to get adam back because i ( Read more... )

school has been pretty good...despite the [[girl]] hitting one me. i got my report card and ended up makin a beauitful D in Geometry..ahh just my luck..yeah mm i need to make that crap up..umm i miss Adam its been 2 weeks since the last time we've talked..i know he's missing me. but you know i'm not going to give up on us yet..i know we will find ( Read more... )

i had such an incredible weekend...especially spendin it with my boo from friday till saturday...HHN was hella fun!!! Amanda n i met a bunch of hott guys as well as saw a bunch of couples..we got there like round 2 that afternoon and just hung out around city walk the whole time and passed by the groove yeah we will most deff b there one day. but O ( Read more... )

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OmG i had such an incredible weekend!!! friday night i went to the lakeland game with Tana and Rachel and that was hella fun i met a bunch of old friends as well as made a bunch of new friends everyone there is sooo frickin cool of course lakeland won their game so that's no surprise!!!! the game was awesome i met this reeli reeli hott guy named ( Read more... )

alright so i was suppose to spend the night at amanda's but that my precious fell asleep...ooh well we gunna be wit each other all weekend next weekend cuz...WE ARE GOING TO HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS!!! isnt that exciting?? but get this we homies b goin by ourselves thats gunna be scary n fun...hmm i smell...HOTT GUYS lol. neways though umm...this ( Read more... )