ooo..I changed the colors on my friends list. Now it's all sparkly :)

Okay..everyone thinks that it rains here 10 months out of the year. False. It only rains a lot during the winter. The rest of the year we actually have droughts. It sucks because when I first moved here I smoked (I quit in January the second I found out that I was pregnant). Well, you get a 950.00 fine for throwing a cigarette out the window. I ( Read more... )

Well, I just got off of the phone with Keith's grandmother (I'm supposed to call her granny..I'd rather call her Bette..but it's not really up to me). We were planning Braydin's baptism. We're having it at Keith's family's church down in Texas in February. I'm excited. Really, I am. I want him to start his life off right, instead of searching for ( Read more... )

Okay so I couldn't stay away from the journal. It's an outlet. It really does help and I think now that I've come to terms with the problems I'm having, I can work on getting over them. I've let a lot of people down, but I've apologized, and that's all I can do for right now. When it's possible, I'll make it up. I'm just trying to get better. It'll ( Read more... )

I'm sorry that I let you down. You don't have to say it for me to know it. I've known you too long . I hate the fact that I'm not dependable anymore. I feel like I'm constantly making up excuses when the truth is that I'm scared. I'm scared of confrontations. I'm scared of people. I'm scared of judgement. I'm scared to live a normal life. I don't ( Read more... )

I really do hate it when people post lyrics. After my last one, I told myself I wouldn't do it anymore. I couldn't resist. I saw this song performed live a few minutes ago and had to get online and find it. I cannot describe the feelings that ran through me when I heard her singing this. The passion she had was apparent in not only her face but in ( Read more... )

i figured out the pw for my ancient diaryland account. not like i'll use it..but..it's nice to know

"Life does not cease to be funny when people die ( Read more... )

SOMETHING IS WRONG ( Read more... )

I'll start this off on a good note. Well, not good, but not horrible. I took Braydin to his appointment today. He's perfectly healthy except for one thing. The tube that runs from his eyes to his nose isn't fully developed. I forgot what the doctor called it, but all it means is he has a lot of eye boogers. I already knew that part, but now I know ( Read more... )