a lot of shit has happened over the past week. i don't really feel like putting it up on here, so if you're interested, talk to me or email me
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i realize now that i have serious fucking problems.
i can't find any problems in what you've written. really. sounds normal to me. if you do the exact same thing for the next 5 months, it will get a little annoying, but if this was the first time you'd "ever been to a bar and been single" i'd say it sounds just about right, to me. if you do this for 5 months and by that time you've found people to pay attention to you, then that might be cool, i don't know.
for about a year i would go to a coffee shop every week to write. for the first 6 or so months i felt distant from all the people, laughing with each other and sharing time with each other. for the last 6 months i felt comfortable. nothing really changed, except my outlook. I don't know how this does or does not apply, it just came to mind. thanks for letting me read your entry.
thanks. sorry i've been away for quite some time. i had to do a lot of thinking and i was in the process of moving and didn't have internet access anyways, so i suppose it worked out okay. i just have to work on growing as my own person for a bit. i've spent the past 6 years trying to grow with someone else, and i guess now is a time in my life in which i just have to try it alone. thanks again for your reply. IM me sometime. [end transmission]
same deep water as you.silent_threatNovember 16 2003, 01:51:19 UTC
thank you. i'm glad to know that i'm not entirely alone. i do wish i knew who you were. but then i'm just like alice, curious to insanity. if you want to talk about whats going on with you, i usually give good advice, though i very seldom follow it. (god, more alice) email, or IM me if you wish to keep the secrecy. *hugs* thank you for existing. [end transmission]
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i can't find any problems in what you've written. really. sounds normal to me. if you do the exact same thing for the next 5 months, it will get a little annoying, but if this was the first time you'd "ever been to a bar and been single" i'd say it sounds just about right, to me. if you do this for 5 months and by that time you've found people to pay attention to you, then that might be cool, i don't know.
for about a year i would go to a coffee shop every week to write. for the first 6 or so months i felt distant from all the people, laughing with each other and sharing time with each other. for the last 6 months i felt comfortable. nothing really changed, except my outlook. I don't know how this does or does not apply, it just came to mind. thanks for letting me read your entry.
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