When You’re Gone (Take Me Back to When I Used to Be Me) | Lukai

[silentandante]

When You’re Gone (Take Me Back to When I Used to Be Me)
Luhan/Kai ; nc-17 (for mentions of killing and blood) ; 3949 words

kai is a murderer escaping the law. luhan is merely a fellow colleague he meets. he finds humanity in the innocent eyes of a boy but loses himself in stupidity and doubt.

Comments

[silentandante]

spot for yuki! happy belated birthday 8D

[xianyun]

"Luhan’s last three words echo in his ears. I love you.
What made you think he wanted to kill you, Kim Jongin?"
bye oh my god. i don't know how i survived this fic ;;;; anw, yes this is terrific because i love murder/angst fics so much. and although the ending wasn't how i thought it would be, i liked it sooooo much! i wish i made sense, i'm still a mess rn lol! hats off to you, man <3

[silentandante]

kshadlkjashdl thank you so much <33 hahaha what did you think the ending will be? 8DDD

[xianyun]

i thought he wouldn't kill luhan. i thought he'd kill himself, throw himself off the roof instead of pushing luhan ;;;;;;;; i should be thanking you!! /hugs

[silentandante]

spot for may 8DD

[pureaspaper]

YOU USED MY TITLE YAYE HAHAHAHAHAHAH /HUGS/ its wonderful~~~~

[silentandante]

oh whoops i forgot to leave you a spot :PP awww but thanks <3

[silentandante]

spot for ny though you don't have a lj rn! 8D

[neoragodestiny]

I HAVE LJ AGAIN OKAY
and omg should not have re-read this i'm dying and trying not to flail at work gdi

I like the way that you used "The _th time Kai kills is because __" at the end of each segment
also jfkljahdsasjdf LUKAI gfdi

i hate you for giving me feels at work

[silentandante]

welcome back ny jasdhkadf

i was so proud of myself with that part tbh?? XDD

i'm sorry but feels can't be stopped, i don't regret 8D

[neoragodestiny]

it's good to be back :D
good good ^^ <3
well, that's poopy of you