I cannot help it ( Read more... )

I am still extremely amused that my mother felt the need to talk to me about how my decision to emotionally let someone go, might have been the side-effect of the anti-depressant that I'm taking. Especially considering that traditionally my relationships haven't really ever been something I've talked to my mother all that much about. Her bringing ( Read more... )

Life without routines is something I can't handle. . . kind of like a little kid getting used to going back to school. It works so much better if those routines are there to make adjustments to various things in life easier. . . I need to make a plan and stick to it. I need some kind of rhythm to help me take control of my life once again.

It ( Read more... )

Sometimes, life is amazing. Sometimes it's slightly strange. Tonight I spent a great deal of time talking to both Ed and Dima on im. It's been at least a year, if not longer, since I'd talked to Dima. I think he finally realized that I'm not just some silly girl, but someone who's real and actually pretty cool. Ed just helped me think through ( Read more... )

I am having one of my insomniac nights. I'm not going to sleep. . . so instead I'm posting the lyrics of two songs that keep going through my mind. The bold parts are the parts playing over and over. That's all.

Why

Why don't you call me
Are you afraid?

Your friends all told me
You think I'm all that
Well it don't make sense ( Read more... )

So, here goes ( Read more... )

It's finally really hit me. I am leaving Dayton in two days and will not return save a visit or two until January. It's the right decision for me at this point in time. I need to get away and figure some stuff out. I need to rediscover who I am and what I want out of life. I need to close some doors, tie up some lose ends, and walk away for ( Read more... )

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I have a killer migraine. . . and it's all my fault. I knew at the time that I shouldn't have been eating a slice of the strawberry pie Lisa brought to work for our lunch meeting, but did that stop me? No, of course not. So here I am at home taking drugs to knock me out for a couple hours and make the pain go away when I should be at work ( Read more... )

So, after lunch today it seems that Dan and Ben want to turn my trip home into some sort of CRG road trip. I could not stop laughing long enough to eat my salad for almost an hour. Anyways, that was the randomness that has made today fun thus far. Now I need to get back to designing circuits. Peace!