so i have no freaking clue wtf is going on with that boy whom i happen to have an insanely huge crush on.
haha i'm trying not to overthink and failing miserably.
he randomly texted me today the words "cheer up"
i don't know how he picked up my mood because i hadn't said anything to clue him in.
but whatever.
i can dig it.
staff meeting tonight consisted ( Read more... )

soooo...
mystic got a new dressage saddle fit yesterday and cheryl wanted me to test it out.
why?
i have no fucking clue because i never use his dressage saddle.
anyways. so she gave me a mini dressage lesson,
(p.s. i love riding with cheryl.)
and i went and ranted to dora how awesome it was.
hence dora deciding that i'm gonna be the next windkist dq.
yeah ( Read more... )

monday:
got the new Co&Ca cd.
wicked freaking awesome.
you don't even understand.
i was trying to go to woburn...
i ended up in billricka.
but i met some really nice truckers.
me: "sorry to interrupt your donuts and coffee but i'm really lost."
them: "where are you trying to go?"
me: "woburn."
them: "wow you have absolutely no sense of direction."
yeah it was ( Read more... )

there's not really much to update on.
um...
streetlight manifesto was sold out.
what else can i say besides,
"that sucks"

today was pretty average.
my dad told me i had the music in the car to loud.
(i totally didn't by the way)

i rode mystic in my lesson.
i have a crush as kayla and patti would say.
i brought him a slice of colonial apple cake and we shared ( Read more... )

last night i called pat to tell him about his endearing qualities.
i don't know what i was thinking doing that.
it was a bad idea.
but it happened any ways.
so i guess i'll just have to deal with it.

we put jupiter down early this morning.
he had been colicking for two days and got a twist in his small intestine.
that brings the number of horses i have ( Read more... )

well here goes,
another update for the masses:

so tonight is halloween...
trick or treating in north andover with the barn rats.
alyssa is coming.
maybe i can finally get her into some trouble.
*wink*

pat called me last night.
he wants to hang out / go trick or treating.
apparently we're talking again?
i don't know.
i'm not sure how to take his sudden ( Read more... )

so i was told that i need to update.
um... what to say what to say?
saturday night was the big d show as i am sure you are all aware,
due to various other's journals proclaiming the same thing.
WICKED EFFING FUN!
(except for the part where i got glowstick in my eye, my mouth, all over my clothes, and down my shirt)
note to self:
that shit burns like fuck ( Read more... )

so yesterday i fell off mystic. lol.
i think i might have a concussion.
today alfy helped me trim mystic's feet and shoe puz.
yeah i felt pretty kick ass.

ok so... time for boy update.
i like him a whole lot.
it's kind of pathetic.
i'm pretty sure he likes me.
*smile faces*
but i'm letting him know to much of what i'm thinking about him.
oops.
this might end ( Read more... )

so i met a nice boy.
i think i like him.
i'm fairly sure he likes me back.
(god i feel self absorbed saying that)
ahh!!!
what do i do?!?!
this could turn out good or bad.
usually these things turn out bad for me.
well first we have to see if he even calls me.
nerves.
i hate them.
wtf?

my birthday is in four days.
i have to work.
and i feel like i'm going to lose my mind. 
i have a paper and barn and work.
i still havn't gotten caitlin's birthday present.
over a week later.
god i'm a terrible friend.
all i wanted was to be able to have a day to chill with everyone.
i wasn't asking for anything.
i never see my friends.
i'm usually working.
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