The past is what makes us what we are, so if your past sucks then it has clearly made an impression in your daily life. You are always sad it seems, why dont you tell us what happened in the past that has made an impact on your life? Is it that bad? You are ganna have to deal with it someday or you will keep feeling this way. Also i suggest talking to someone cause it also seems you might be considering doing something drastic and i dont think your friends wont that do they?
I know this might sound weird but don't feel bad about letting her go to the party where she cheated on you. You let her go cuz u trusted her and she tore ur trust into peices thats not a good g/f but that was u being or trying to be a good b/f. If she cheated on you and lied to u then u should try to move on. Will it be hard since she was one of the few u cared about, yes but it'll be better than being stuck in the constant state of depresion feeling like u have nothing or no one to live for. I have felt like that cuz i have cut myself and being depressed makes things worse. I have read ur poems and yes they truly are depressing but yet at the same time u can't tear ur eyes away from it. Don't make ur self like one of ur poems try to be optimistic being sad for a awhile is natural and expected but that doesn't mean u have to do what is expected. I don't know how u feel by reading this but i hope u feel some what better cuz i hate u being like this even if i haven't had a conversation with u in a loong time
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yes i did care about her a lot, she is one of the few who i have given trust. I thank you for the post sam, it is funny that yes we havent talk to each other in a while and yet you seem to not hate me but not talk to me but yet you are giving me good advice on a sensitive subject.While you dont wont me to be like me poems i have slipped Sam latly i just dont care anymore about anything it is hard to finally love in the first place but yet when you do you feel good about it and then it ends..No more good feelings in my heart just the pain to keep me comapany. All my friends live far away from me and when i usually have free time i have like 1 hour then i have to work. I also think it is funny that you are posting and not your brother which he wasnt really the understanding type in the first place..Another thing i wasnt aware that you read my poems i remember that your mom saw like one of them but i dont remember showing you any of the real depressing ones...maybe i forgot or something..and just so you know i am happy you posted on my
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Well Jeremy u have to remember I usually am the more sensible when it comes to me and Joey. I am glad that you feel better but I little dissapointed to because now I cannot rape u with the 14 inch black punisher =P I am glad that I managed to make u feel better even if it was for alittle bit or longer who knows... besides you. The poem I did read was really long kinda like a story. It had something to do with a man and a gun I think I liked even though it was sad.Well I hope you do find some sort of happiness in some way.I didn't hate u to begin with so I don't know where that is coming from. Its just I felt awkward talking to u cuz Justin was always around and some times he is over protective and gets mad when I talk to other guys its enough to drive one crazy sometimes. Well I'm going to go if u want to message me on AIM if u have it then my screen name is XxBlondexX20032. Byes *hugs u for comfort*
yes i do remember you reading one or two of my poems but i dont remember you reading that one. And like i said in previous post i dont know what makes me happy in Florida, i like playing magic but some ppl dont wont me to play with them, and one of my most fav activitys is expoloring forest or abandoned buildins with friends but my friends live far away and there are no forest in FL. It always seem you were distant ever since the whole Justin episode thats why it seemed you hated me or even disliked me. I got a AIM it is ThoughtMatrix13 im me anytime if i am home.
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