Private/Friends Journal Entries

[silenthunger]

"...I'm looking forward to this blank peace, this oblivion, this nothing, this not being me anymore. I am looking forward to it for real. Or at least, that is what I tell myself. I tell myself that I'm not scared, I tell myself I really want to die, and it never occurs to me until the last possible moment that what I really want is to be saved." -

Comments

[babe_o_gus]

Am I still on the list?

[silenthunger]

Yep. I just never gave others the option of replying to be on my list. It was disabled.

[babe_o_gus]

/end paranoia

[anonymous]

Tracy, I've been wonder where you've been. I'm happy you found OA and that you are doing so much better than the last time I heard from you - not to mention relieved! Anyway, I'm leaving you a comment here because I'm wondering if you can add me to list of people who can read your journal.

13NRcrew

[silenthunger]

Do you have have a LJ? If you do then I can add you to my friends list.

[ariel_kelly]

Tracy, I've enjoyed reading your recent TF posts... as you know I owe my recovery to the 12 steps... anyway, I added you to my friends list. If you feel comfortable, it'd be nice if you added me back. Take care. :kiss:

[meow69]

meowww from tf....add me?

[silenthunger]

your added. :P

[silenthunger]

Yep.

[butterflygrace]

i'm from tf too... i am onegirlarmy there... add me?

[silenthunger]

Sure :)

[butterflygrace]

thanks! i'll add you too!