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Oct 15, 2004 20:33

ive loved twice and lost...i think its just an excuse to get hurt. no more falling for the inevitable crashing.........goneeeeeeeeee....i need to get taught some strings so i can figure out guitar and start my own band and who knows? maybe one day i actually wont be lonely. this world seems and feels so fake. i need to snap out of it. how can ( Read more... )

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checkeredchick October 15 2004, 20:52:10 UTC
...we could both us comfort. i wish we could talk, i miss those after school talks, i sure could use one right about...now.

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silentlywaching October 15 2004, 20:57:13 UTC
hey well dont worry..ssoon enough. ill start up fallbroook high on monday...i gues im just getin down because i read some old posts adn i dont rerally expect people to understadn...but they think i could have just talked to my mum and dad and everything would have been okay...but what they dont know is that i did and everything still want alright...and no one could help me any longer...i wanted to stay..but it was my last resort...o well.i guess in the end it reflects on who really knew me altogether that well...and in the end, no one did. i didnt let them to. i got peopel who would probably have trusted me with their life in times of need...but i did it without ever telling them a single thing about me. they never realized though becauese they were worped in teir own selfish confusions of problems...anyway...il; talk to u son im sure...most of those people have moved on anyway im sure

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checkeredchick October 16 2004, 09:06:34 UTC
people are stupid. they got all upset and were like, almost expecting you to tell them what was going on, like they were your "closest friends" i understand that you tried to talk to ur parents and nothing still was ok and so you went to the next best thing, get out of there. if i had the balls i would do it too but i don't. i just think that people jumped to a too far of a conclusion that you didn't care for them and that's why u didn't tell them anything. but what was there to be told, you were unhappy and it was a little obvious. people just can't expect someone to tell them that they are running away and stuff and what is wrong with them when the person hardly knows them or maybe does know them but doesn't trust them all too much. i knew in my mind that you all had ur reasons and that you would all be ok, i didn't worry so much as to if you were safe, i worried more so much as to if you were feeling better,if you were clean and not cutting. i knew you would be ok, i just hoped everything was better. i know you gotta ajust and ( ... )

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unborneidentity October 16 2004, 09:58:30 UTC
im anemic too. i'd be happy to teach you the strings on the computer, its not hard at all.

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unborneidentity October 16 2004, 09:59:29 UTC
actually when i think about it doing it over the computer would be hard, so maybe i could come see you.

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