Let me start off with stupid drivers here in Utah. I was driving back from Walmart the other day after picking up some odds and ends when this lady pulls out infront of me. My aggressive driving has dropped off since I got here where they drive insane. So she pulls out infront of me, not really cutting me off, but I can already point her out as ( Read more... )

Me and nail bunny were watching tv today. Its amazing the suffering that can be inflicted upon day time viewers. Have you ever watched a soap opera? The acting! Why its just painful. I wanted to share this pain so I went down to visit 27. I hadn't spent much time with him, and wanted to show him some new pain, but the cockroaches had already ( Read more... )

I've wound up in Utah, mormon country. I've flown through here many a time, but never stopped and looked around. The drivers here are crazy. Very un mormon. The land is beautiful though. Mountains all around. Clear air. Lots of life. The reason why I'm here? Military of course. I've joined the reserves in order to take back some partial ( Read more... )

While holding my rats, I noticed that occasionally they will vibrate. Yes, vibrate, or more like a very very fast paced shiver. They direct it out toward their feet. I believe it emanates from their ears, yep, their ears. What if this "vibration" which does change in pitch and speed, were a communication device. Rats are very social animals. ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated for a while. Its been about two months actually. The men from work are back. Not too happy about that. Wouldn't have minded not seeing them again, but on to more happy thoughts. Dawn and I are still together after four months. Things are going great. I'm happier with her than I've been with anyone else. I still don't ( Read more... )

Play Kings of Chaos Its a great free online game. Lots of hours for you to waste :)

Dang early hour postings! anyway, just click on the link, its cool, really, it is.

I've never been in a relationships where bilateral movement was possible. Normally its always a straight line with stagnation at the end, but with Dawn we can move forward and backwards all we want. All the things that would normally upset me in a relationship don't. Playful teasing is just playful teasing. Her company is enough and makes me ( Read more... )

Hmmm, maybe I should have read what I had written before I wrote yesterdays post. You know, the one before that one where it says "relationships suck". I guess I have been proven wrong. The wrong relationships suck. Becca was wrong for me. Dawn is right for me. Such a sweet and caring woman. I thank my lucky stars that I found her. I've ( Read more... )

Yeah, time to update. So much has happened. So much to talk about. So Becca and I broke up. It wasn't working. Magic was gone, and I wasn't happy anymore. It didn't start as a break up. Really it didn't. I knew it would be going that way, but it started as a break. The relationship was an experiment for the most part. It was a ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I just got through with another weekend. Its been 114 days. Almost double the amount of time I have dedicated to any other relationship. My life has slipped farther and farther from where I want to be. Something snapped inside of me this weekend. I'm through. I've had it. No more. There is no reason for me to torture myself anymore ( Read more... )