( project. runway. )

let's have bizarre celebrations.

edit// im ballin.

***MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!****
I still have Christmas presents that I haven't given people......

I got my new CD player installed today...but it doesn't play my CDs. Damnit.

Okay.
That is it.
I am a completely different person when I am alone and when I am with people.
Alone I am weird, crazy, ...I don't know how to explain it. But when people come around all of that changes.
No more....
It's fucking ruining my life being this way.
I won't be shy anymore. I won't be quiet anymore. I won't be an introvert anymore.

( <3 )

My dad has apparently come to the conclusion that making fun of me and screaming at me and making me cry will get him what he wants ( Read more... )

( Mall today with Taylor, Taylor and bobo. )

WORDS TO SUM UP TODAY I got a 94 on my math test.
I painted my clay bowl with paint, not glaze.
My dad searches and destroys my possessions...i.e. binders and cds.
My skirt kept falling off at the concert...boys ravished me.

Today sucked. For the most part.

i love jessie, and ashley, and taylor and max. oh yeah...and logg.