damn i bet no one looks at this shit no more well i am grounded and always have and will be! lol well im goin out with chris and i love him to death i guess...ugh i do! well nothing to say ill ttul buh byez

hey omfg its fucking me i hope there isnt a stupid lil entry that says absoluly nothing well collin broke up with me for no reason once again then had a million guys fight over me i hve no clue why tho its me seriously gawd lol well i have been grounded alot and get in fights alot grrr and i get to paint m room finally since i wrote all over the ( Read more... )

Hey sorry i have been grounded for umm how long?!?! but ugh my life sucks i cut again and im upset about that ALOT! and i get in fights with my mom a ton i hate being at my house and grr dunno what else to type so ill ttul buh byez

I wuv collin

why the fuck am i lauren fucking e fucking c.!?!?!?! i hate my self! gawd damnit im a fucking stupid whore like that person said!!! i dont know how yall like me! i cry too much i dont trust easily anymore!!!! gawd damn! *slaps self* and i promised i wouldnt fucking cut....*screams* i have to go! its like that thing that ask if you are happy with ( Read more... )

hey i havent written in a while i get to see my bro in like two weeks!!! alright! lol i got my hair cut today, troy is whining b/c he liked my hair long lol but oh well i dunno what to write in here gawd damnit lol well then i guess i will be going i just decide to write something stupid in here and i was succesful omg i cant spell lol buh byez <3 ( Read more... )

hey, well i think im scaring that person i talk to every week about me issues lol like i told her i think of things like "i sit in a cage while being forced to watch my soul and life burn to ashes" and i mean i dont even mean to think of that!!!! and like i told her one that was like "i sit in the death cell suffering from the most recent beating ( Read more... )

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hey hey, i dont write very often in here do i lol well i just turned down a guy and he is really bummed about it and i feel really bad and then another friend likes my friend but i like him and oh damn when they talked on the fone for ever i cried and i was so pissed and sad and damn lol i still love ya cory tho! *mwuah* lol well i barely can see ( Read more... )

hey hey, i just got back from my "shrink" i talk to lol well im bored and have nothing good to do my moms annoying me and i dont want to be touched but i cant say "get away dont touch me" when one of my family members hugs me! gawd well i got to figure some shit out and its so confusing, guys..*sigh* well one of my ex likes me and he dumped me for ( Read more... )

hey sry i havent written in a while i have been at camp got back yesterday! man i missed air condition and music so much!!! lol greg is hopefully coming back from alaska today or somethin i got a card for my bday even tho its tuesday! i cant wait lol today me and my bro grant are goin to get me some fire works!!! woohoo and tomorrow we goin to nats ( Read more... )