( holy mother fucking goodness gracious me oh my. )

i have no friends.none. and no self confidense because of it. i have no outlet at all. i can never seem to be exactly who i am in front of people. something is always holding me back.
what the hell is it that makes me keep fucking up my life?
tell me before i self destruct.

i need....somebody. fast.

sushi= yummy...but hurts your tummy.
edamame= heaven on earth =)
fannywood day = clowns = scary
rich= <3best friend, thanks for everything. even the ridiculous laughs

that's all for now.peace

( this was the worst waste of 15 minutes of my fucking life. )

complete me x

add it.<3

i had an anxiety attack. it turned into a panic attack. it wouldn't stop.

she wore my prom dress and ruined it. im so upset. =/ it's not the same now.
oh man...ill wear that dress in my sleep..it's so wonderful<33

[EDIT] who fucking cares about my dress? + i saw these kids smoking pot in their car in front of me. HA

today was a better day. not so sick as yesterday. my life better sort itself out, and quick- before i explode and die. SATs.. blah. all i have to say is i better get into college
preferablly UNT.k thanks..yeah that'd be great. as long as my life can manange to do that for me, we're straight.

maybe more tonight. who knows.

im tired.
im sick.
i miss my boyfriend
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where is he? he hasn't called
i . w i s h . h e . w o u l d . c a l l

you.and.me.would.be.perfectly.perfect.together.i.know

we fight,we don't understand. we are only children. children who love each other. a bit too much.