you hurt me yesterday.

john ritter and jonny cash died.

i can't believe it.

i love them both so much

R I P I L O V E Y O U <3

it felt so good to actually see him today- (after school) he was the sweetest boy you'd ever meet- ( i know its really fucking gay, but- ) i felt like his princess. he was just lying there asleep on my shoulder, me running my fingers through his beautiful dirty blond hair- giving me those little baby kisses all over my neck- kissing my arms and my ( Read more... )

my boyfriend rocks!
i wish i had a scanner to show you..maybe one day.

he is all jacked up though and in a lot of pain. it actually breaks my heart to see him limping.

after i laugh at him. that is.

i'm so tired.
the end.

( this made me happy for like two seconds )

whenever i start to think that life is beginning to be okay... i always realise something...

life will never satisfy me.

i've had the most intellectually stimulating day of my entire life!

i'm in such a good mood.

andandandandand ... i talked to mike.
that's a feat in itself. so im happy.

me and my parents talking about scholorships....

mom: you can get scholorships for good grades
me: but you need to have all As all 4 yrs of high school or something
dad: no you don't
me: yeah but anyway i get in trouble too much
parents: ??
me: cause i refuse to conform
dad: well how about conforming then?
mom: yeah
me: fuck you

that is

it felt so good to be in his arms. the light was flicking off the walls and painting green on his cheeks. i marvelled at the sight. black suit and tie-and the works. my big bad business man. we danced a lullaby- we danced our fears away. and time stopped for us. for the first time in a while- it just came to a hault. he kept rambling on about ( Read more... )

I GOT MY NAME TAG TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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