Autumn has arrived and with it my first serious depression I think. It's the first weekend for me without any plans. It's not that I didn't went out but it wasn't as fast-lived as the ones before either, thus giving me more time to think about everything. I can't explain why but I kinda get doubts about my decision to come here. I mean the family ( Read more... )

I'm sick. No, I really am. I've a cold and headache and didn't sleep all night which sucks a lot. Hope it'll be better until tonight since I wanted to go to the discotheque -_- Well, I somehow have the feeling that my friend'll say she doesn't have the time anyway =|


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I just realized that I didn't make an entry for a pretty long time now since I was either too busy or too damn lazy. Actually I'm not in the mood to write much now as well but saying "Hi, I'm still alive" won't hurt I guess ( Read more... )

This is my last night in Germany since I'll leave for Finland in about 14 hours. I'm so nervous >.< I really considered canceling the trip but it's too late now. Have to go through with it. I just hope that everything will work out fine. Argh (;_ ( Read more... )

I came back from Bremen yesterday. It was great to see Puhni again and I started missing her again as soon as we said our goodbyes =( I'd love to have you here right now (;_;) *hugs ( Read more... )

Luckily I don't feel as miserable now anymore as I felt the last days. In fact, yesterday someone I know invited me to their birthday party and it was quite funny and tomorrow I'll go to Bremen with Puhni (oh...shopping, already did that a few days back again tho hehe) ^_^ I'm so happy about that since I missed her like hell :] <3 I'll get back ( Read more... )

Great, I went out so often during the last 2 weeks that I don't have much money left and the store where I worked at hasn't paid me yet although Lena, who worked there as well, already got her money. That pisses me off. I only had trouble with the shop and now it looks like I've to call them and ask where the hell my payment is. GREAT! Furthermore ( Read more... )

Oh today is a nice day although it's raining all the time. I almost went crazy because I couldn't do anything the last days but I met with a friend of mine (Lena) earlier. First we ate some ice-cream and then we went shopping =D Great feeling ^^ Normally I don't find anything I like at H&M but today I left the shop with a bag full of clothes. I ( Read more... )

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