im an idiot
why is it that i want a guy who's sensative, sweet, and romantic, yet the person i love is none of those things?
why it hurts the most to love someone and know they dont love you, when they once did?
why guys dont care when you spill your hearts out to them?
why i gave up someone that i loved because i wanted to have chances with other people, when that was the only person who would ever love me the way i loved him?
why i always mess up things for myself...
i still love him so much, and he knows. everyone thought we were the perfect couple... and im such an idiot for ruining it. idk what i was thinking, theres no1 else out there for me right now anyway. i've cried soo much lately cuz of this. everything reminds me of him. we were so happy... i want it back someday.. but i doubt it'll happen. once school starts, its gonna be even harder. start of freshman year, i loved him. i want there to be someone else to get my mind off him, but im not gonna find anyone. all right, enough of my emotions you dont care about, bye.