i think its kinda mean when you try help someone out and include them in your plans only to have them make arrangements and do the contrary. each to their own i guess but i think its just a matter of common courtesy. theres also the possibility that your companys only desired when its convenient for them, or somewhat like a last resort. regardless ( Read more... )

this morning it occured to me that im really just waiting to be handed employment on a silver platter. then it occured to me that this isnt going to happen. how disappointing ( Read more... )

this day was made sad by the dentist. this is why:
1. he told me my four wisdom teeth have to go
2. he said i need two fillings
3. he said i unknowingly grind my teeth in my sleep and its already began to severely damage the joint of my jaw and is most likely stress related and therefore i need a nightguard thingo
4. he put yukky putty ( Read more... )

good aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaafternoon ( Read more... )

ive gotten to the point that ive had to organise my life in a desk diary so that i dont forget what im doing and know when i can do things. so for anyone who cares this is my week plan so far:

Monday
Parents come home from Myalup early arvo
Work @ Dominos: 1.30-4pm
Training: 4.30-6pm
Hanging with Aimee: 7pm onwards

Tuesday Physio appointment: ( Read more... )

i have decided that it is about time that i shed the 5 kgs that ive put on in the last 6 months. the tragedy of this 5 kgs is that it doesnt involve any growing of muscles but only insulating pudge. winter training begins in 6 days and boy is it going to whip me into shape and soon ill be enjoying the benefits of fitness again. im no longer really ( Read more... )

well well well.. what a weekend!! ( friday night and saturdays roadtrip )

i had really weird dreams last night. id be in the middle of a nightmare and then suddenly things would change and adam would be there. we were both dressed in blue, pink and white striped clothes, he was in a 60s style suit and i was in a 3/4 dress that flared out at the waist. just as i was about to be attacked, he'd appear and would start ( Read more... )

im sorry to be all emotional because this isnt really the place but its almost midnight and i havent got anyone to talk to. im really sad at the moment and i dont exactly know why. im very happy with my friends and boyfriend but i have a feeling in my guts and it makes me feel like the lowest lifeform alive. maybe i need more sleep or more meds or ( Read more... )

sometimes its hard to miss people who have been so far away for a long long time. sometimes you feel like your forgetting how they talk and act. its difficult and lynz doesnt like difficult stuff and i dont wanna forget anything either ( Read more... )