earlier i talk to jeje, he say his grandfather own kapamilya. he say being kapamilya very nice, better than being kapuso. i wonder if this true........ maybe transfer to kapamilya good, maybe there more projects.......... kapuso not treating me well!! contract end december 2009.... still seem far away but not really!!! jeje say he help me become kapamilya. very nice!!!!
but maybe not transfer..... if i go kapamilya, then i leave lance in kapuso!!! that means no more projects together!!! no longer together with him.... that make me very sad!!! very very very very sad!!! do not know what to do.... do not want to leave lance, but do not want no project either.... oh what to do? :(