Analyzing everything is my job - from programs, to databases, to servers, everything gets analyzed including my relationships. Most girls probably think they could be qualified psychiatrists/therapists because of how much they think, and over-think issues, but nothing tops the analytical thinking process of computer science student. They teach you ( Read more... )

Vacation is finally over.

Back to reality - le sigh.

Officially hate dating.

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Riding the high. I've missed this feeling so much.

Thought I was doing so well with keeping myself together recently, until it hit me like a tsunami wave at work today. I absolutely hate this.

After doing a bit of research it seems like I have another ~2 years of feeling like this before I'm "better".

Fuck.

At least the nightmares from the car accident mask the dreams I used to have of him. I think I prefer it that way.

'Bar martianing'!

Frequent recurring dreams, or nightmares. I don't think my brain has ever tried to mind-fuck me about someone like this before, and it's god awful. Trying to get over people means not thinking about them, and what happens? I end up dreaming about them every night. Scumbag brain.

Thought I had a Gregsorcism on the phone with Qiana yesterday, trying to purge all of the evil and vent out my frustrations, but I dug up some stuff today that I hadn't seen before, and feel like maybe it should have stayed buried. I just keep upsetting myself when I find new pictures of any event from January until October, and it makes me want to ( Read more... )