To heal myself from yesterdays disaster :P, I've been watching movies and just doing nothing. I acctually tried to look at the grammar part and to learn some kanji's but I just really don't feel like even thinking about Japanese for the moment. I've never felt this unmotivated in my life. I feel like I never want to go back to school ever again, ( Read more... )

I wish I could be the cold hearted robot I seem to be in others eyes. If I were I wouldn't have to be upset ever again over people who are supposed to be my friends. I think I do fine at being an hermit. With only money and my collection to keep in mind. I don't think I was made to be with people. I just hate getting involved with them and I can ( Read more... )

When I woke up today and checked facebook, I saw that someone posted this video on Kaya. He's probably talking about the South American Tour.
Anyway, I went from; =), O_o+^.^ -> .....O_O!
At first I was just mezmerized by his beautiful face. I think he looks amazing in this video, then I saw that Kaya, one of the femalest guys I ever seen acctually ( Read more... )

Really, what's wrong with people? I know that everyone is false but this has gone too far.

Ever since Velvet Eden's comeback, people have been complaining about Dada and the music (including me). But even if I don't really like what I see, I still love Dada and Velvet Eden. I would never say really hurtful things to him or about him.
Yesterday, I ( Read more... )

I can't play any instruments. But I do like the classical, like violin, cello and bass, so if I can dream, I wish I could take a cello and play;

Malice Mizer - Syunikiss

I really like Syunikiss, Yu~ki should've made more songs for Malice Mizer!
What I like most about it is the classical influences. The combination of modern and old, electrical ( Read more... )

2 Song I can't listen to without repeating is Blam Honey's "Suspect" and:

Schwarz Stein - Syphilis and Disorder

The first time I heard it I think I played it on repeat for an hour. I find it very addictive and one of the best songs Hora ever composed.
I don't really know what I like about it, maybe that it makes me forget time and space. Or something ( Read more... )

I listen mostly to music that makes me sad, since I like it that way :p but one song that makes me laugh is:

Közi & co - レッツゴー!!ライダーキック (Let's Go!! Rider Kick)

I can't help but to smile when I hear it =) It's not something I have on my mp3, but whenever I listen to it on my computer I get sort of happy.

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A song that I want to be played at my funeral,hmmm...
It's kind of hard, I feel like it should be a song that has a strong meaning, and come from a band or artist I really like.
After some thinking I decided for:

Hora - Quasar

One of my favorite songs by Hora. It feels kind of sad and lonley, perfect for a funeral.
I really love this track, everytime I ( Read more... )

I don't like marriage. Can't really see the meaning of it. BUT, if I wouldn't say no to Közi XD so let's say I married Közi, then I would want to dance with him to:

Nobuo Uematsu - Waltz for the moon

*and some gangbang dance whit Közi and Shuuji to Zerotica XD*
Back to topic...
This is one of my favorite parts from Final Fantasy VIII, I love how shaky ( Read more... )

Somehow I always end up listening to Velvet Eden when I'm sad. Sad Mask or:

Velvet Eden - Ningyou Shoukan

I remember that I fell in love with Ningyou Shoukan the first time I heard it. It was so dark but yet, it has something upbeat about it. It's also one of my favorite PVs with Velvet Eden. (I love Dada in it, he looks amazingly hot).
I don't know ( Read more... )