(this is not another message board. dialouge to myself)

strange how the ears ring after a night of wrong-doing. strange how the arms sting when they're left holding nothingit's not as if there's anything special to go on about, but I don't know where to start this ( Read more... )

I have this stupid, horrible feeling that everyone is purposely trying to avoid me and distance themselves from me. Don't have a clue why ( Read more... )

sitting out back with my sexy wet apron, soaked "charm school reject" ghetto tank top, having a smoke makes me feel so white trash. and it's comforting. my right fingers are pretty fuckin cut up and I got alfredo sauce on my shoe. oh no. we're going to implode ( Read more... )

blah, might as well update this, I guess ( Read more... )

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*emo sigh*

I've been eating way too much, getting caught though not getting in massive trouble and being let down constantly.

But I bought a sweater that's really soft.

And Jesus danced to Just Like Heaven. It was sacrilicious.

I took down my christmas lights yesterday

I baked vegan chocolate chip cookies today

I get to spend time with my dad tomorrow

Were you surprised that we never spoke ( Read more... )

it seemed so important at the time

I threw out the safety pins. I couldn't even remember which ones were which so I let go of them all. Still, I'm so far away from closure.

horoscopes scare the shit out of me sometimes