Lonely I'm so lonely ( Read more... )

The heartache has been defeated. Thank god for the dragon that slays the knight. Since the inception of mine and Chris's relationship, I have experienced the happiest and the gloomiest moments of my life. Though we fight through the red and rageful pain, the taste of lightening tickles my tongue. I want to go far in this, I hope to be here in ( Read more... )

Chris's birthday weekend was an utter roller coaster of hightened emotion. The movie night of the Devil's day pretended to be fun. I thought it was secretly making jeers at us. Similarly, the later event of the "birthday present" was awkward. Steven bled for himself and I didn't like it. Still, as the earth spun over, the milky breath ( Read more... )

Friday, Saturday, Sunday...these days were extrememly interesting. Friday I went to Willow House with some new friends I made on Thursday and spent the night frivolously. At David's apartment, the one with his fatty of a cat, we gave eachother massages. I recieved mine first and it was delicious. I've recently been sore, my jaw, back, knees-- ( Read more... )

Who is this voice ringing in my head? I've created my own beast. The surreality of that movie enchanted me, it was pure and uncorrupt. Where has purity fled to? Don't tell me or I may have to find it. The sense of wretched alteration has flooded me again, I can't keep up, I balance and in a crash of unhindered green and yellow I teeter. Like ( Read more... )