Broken Hearts - Oneshot
Title: Broken Hearts
Author: SilkeKim
Pairing: one-sided!Eunhae, one-sided!Eunwook
Summary: Donghae is trying to cheer up Eunhyuk.
Genre: it can’t be angst. I can’t write angst. Sad-like-stuff? Idk D:
Rating: pg
Word count: 800
Eunhyuk was lying on his bed, staring at the ceiling above him without actually seeing anything, when he heard a soft knock on his door. "Eunhyuk... Are you in there?"
He didn't care to answer. 'No, I'm not in here Donghae, go away,' would most likely not fool him anyway. It might, but it wasn't worth the effort of producing sound to give it a try.
Another knock and then the door opened. Eunhyuk hardly noticed it until he heard Donghae’s voice;
"You haven't eaten all day.."
"I'm on a diet." it was an automatic reply, used too often to be the truth.
"We're ALWAYS on a diet. It doesn't mean that we don't eat at all. What's wrong?"
Donghae sat down next to Eunhyuk on the bed, trying to look him in the eyes, even though Eunhyuk had been staring at the same spot in the ceiling for the last few hours.
Eunhyuk didn't answer. He didn't know what to answer. Lies didn't come as easily to him as they came to most idols and the truth was hurting too much.
Ryeowook was doing that stupid body wave and obviously failing. Eunhyuk had spent days trying to teach him, but Ryeowook had never seemed concentrated, so nothing much had come from their practices. It was okay though, Eunhyuk wasn't very good at concentrating either, with Ryeowook so close to him.
Eunhyuk tried showing him again, but Ryeowook just laughed, claiming he did a better job. This boy was ridiculous. This boy was amazing and pretty and fun and.. This boy was high five-ing Kyuhyun, laughing with Kyuhyun, not even looking at Eunhyuk anymore.
Donghae had seen the pain in Eunhyuk's eyes and he softly caressed his cheek, causing his best friend’s facade to break down and the tears to start lazily running down.
"He doesn't notice me at all, Donghae.. I wish I knew how to make him, but it seems so random who he gives his love to. Even.." Eunhyuk's voice trembled and he shut his mouth, fighting his tears and the aching in the back of his head.
At Sukira Ryeowook was sitting there, just next to him, doing the cutest things Eunhyuk had ever seen. Or he thought he was at least, because Eunhyuk didn't dare to look most of the time. Ryeowook must have been bothered by Eunhyuk not giving him attention because the next moment he was burying his face in Eunhyuk's scarf, making the older sigh with happiness, before he also noticed his heart racing and his cheeks blushing and ended up pushing away the younger man.
Donghae lay down next to his friend who was now openly sobbing. He put an arm around his waist, hugging him lightly. "So make him feel something special for you, Eunhyukie."
"I have nothing compared to Kyuhyun or Sungmin and not at all against pretty foreign boy-Henry."
Donghae giggled at Eunhyuk's description of the Super Junior M maknae, then without warning placed a soft kiss on Eunhyuk's lips.
He looked his best friend in the eyes for what felt like forever, before he pulled out of the kiss, Eunhyuk lying completely still under him.
Donghae put their foreheads together, keeping eye contact with the man under him.
"You still have amazingly soft lips, Hyukjae."
Eunhyuk shivered with Donghae's sudden use of his real name.
"-so go ahead and kiss him. Maybe that'll make him like you."
Ryeowook had taken his hand in his and looked him in the eyes, as the fans screamed 'kyumin' at the other end of the stage. Eunhyuk and Ryeowook were more private; it felt like they were alone even though they were surrounded; they were more together than any couple Eunhyuk had ever seen.
And then the moment was over and Ryeowook was hanging all over Heechul.
Eunhyuk shook his head, fighting to remember how to speak while looking at his best friend so close up.
“Tell me you still love me, Donghae.”
“Forever and ever.”
“But I don’t love you back..”
“You don’t love someone just because they love you. And if you love someone, you won’t stop loving them just because they don’t love you back.” Donghae gave a shrug. “I’m done waiting for you, I’m moving on, really, but I’ll always love you.”
Eunhyuk had so far been lying motionless on the bed, but now he raised an arm to put around Donghae’s frame, hugging him closer.
“Stay with me tonight.. please..” he whispered too low for Donghae to make out the words, but he got the gist and stayed, even with Eunhyuk mumbled Ryeowook’s name in his sleep, and their shared pillow became wet with Donghae’s tears.