DISCLAIMERS: The characters in the story are the creation of Dick Wolf, NBC owns the rights to Law and Order: SVU. I'm just burrowing the characters for entertainment and I'm using them without permission just for fun not for profit. No money is being made, and no harm is intended.

Spoiler:  Mention of 5x4 Loss

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Captain Cragen arrived at the precinct at 7 a.m. and wasn’t surprised to see Olivia concentrated on her DD5 forms on pending cases.  From the size of the stack that was to one side, it was obvious that she had spent hours at it.

“Good morning, Olivia.”

“Captain” Olivia responded with a forced smile.

The Captain stopped by her desk for a ( Read more... )

AN: For the canon keepers, in the Loss episode: when Alex got shot, the date is September 29th, and the scene with all of them at the precinct when Olivia is looking at the newspaper and everything said October 1st. seeing as September has 30 days, I used the 30th to write the next part tweaking it a little.

Disclaimers see Chapter 1

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Chapter 14 True Lies

Olivia Benson thought she knew pain, desperation, anguish, desolation, and hopelessness; she was intimate with death and had never hesitated to face it.

In her line of work, it was impossible not to maintain yourself at the edge of those grotesque and disheartening situations that she needed to confront in a daily basis but ( Read more... )

“I have something to confess.”

“Tell me.”  Olivia said, feeling her mouth dry.

“In all that time, during those five years there is only one thing that I profoundly regret, something that still today keeps haunting me.”

“What?”  Olivia asked in a raspy voice.

“I never told you the truth”

“The truth?”  Olivia apparently didn’t know what to say since ( Read more... )

Alex opened and closed her mouth several times almost as if she was not sure how to explain it, how to make Olivia understand that it weren’t they or even Liv to be specific, the real reason was Alex herself.  She closed her eyes for a moment, threw her head back, and opened her eyes.

“When…” She began but a knot had formed in her throat.  She ( Read more... )

Chapter 3

At some point after Alex opened the door, Olivia had entered the attorney’s penthouse, had fallen into her arms, and closed the door. She hadn’t gone much further than the main entrance both were so engrossed in each other, enjoying their closeness.  The tears had long ago stopped but neither of them showed signs of wanting to separate.  ( Read more... )

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Three years of your silence knowing that, you were in NYC.  A silence that felt like a betrayal in the deepest recess of my heart.  And the first thing I do was the same thing I did when you returned for Liam Connors trial, exclaim your name in reverent surprise, as if just saying it would bring more than just your presence.  Once again, I felt ( Read more... )

Chapter 2

When you grow up knowing your origins, it’s not easy to forget that you might have been a mistake, that you are living on borrowed air, and that you were a curse for your mother.  One that despite the bitterness you were surrounded in since your childhood you still loved, even if on occasion you feel hate and resentment for being the ( Read more... )

DISCLAIMERS: Law and Order: SVU characters in the story are the creation of Dick Wolf, NBC owns all the rights… I'm just burrowing the characters for entertainment and I'm using them without permission just for fun not for profit. No money is being made, and no harm is intended.

SPOILERS: There might be some mention of events during Season 10 ( Read more... )