oh fuck I should just go to bed already

I'm in Cairns and I may be slightly buzzed. Its a fun place for the most part. We're going scuba diving and snorkeling in the great barrier reef tomorrow. That's one of the seven wonders of the natural world baby ( Read more... )

I'm tired, cranky and feeling physically ill but its loud in this new hostel and I'm expected to play nice and make friends. I do not feel like playing nice and making friends. I'm pretty apprehensive about coming home but I would really like to have the option to teleport right now.

Fuck

this part kind of sucks

There have only been a few precious moments in my life when I have been able to disconnect from the pressures of each day and each future that seems to trail me. Since I have been in Australia, those moments are getting more and more frequent. Someday I may even be chill ( Read more... )

I had a fantastic weekend that I wish had never ended. I almost don't want to leave since things are going nicely. But I know that this is what I need most right now. If anything else, I need to be forced to be with myself. I think going 10,000 miles away from home might be the best place to find that pesky me I keep looking for ( Read more... )

there is no right answer

and absolutely never a simple answer

if I didn't care then I would be perfectly fine

but you know

I do

That's about perfect I think

I may be past the stage where I want to write esoteric livejournal posts. Maybe it's that I know that no one really reads livejournal anymore. It might be a combination of the two I'm not really sure ( Read more... )

and now she is gone.

Life is temporarily beautiful and beautifully temporary.

I love arguing with my parents about religion. I don't think they like it much though.

We all end up frustrated in the end. They are so damned stubborn.

I don't know if there is hope for this humankind

Australia August 7th

escaping soon... wont you join me?