Reality, as we describe it, exists solely as a hologram inside our mind. It is indistinguishable from a dream in its creation except for the fact that it is collective among us. It is all we can describe, yet it’s boundary is not the limit of existence. It is an illusion, this I know for certain. My task now is to seek out the magician so as to ( Read more... )

It’s the system that drives us. It is the system of competition and isolation, the system that defines the actions of individuals. It has taken its grip on the whole globe, myself included. We all participate in it to varying degrees. Some of us flow in low energy states through its channels of high entropy without ever questioning the trenches we ( Read more... )

human being, not human doing. human being, not human doing. follow the vapor trail or underground stream.? i gather its warm down there but not what it seems. im departing from steam the best i can manage, trading it off for soft mossy collections. corresponding firecracker beats, quickly with rhythm and soaring tonality. x-ray crystallography, ( Read more... )

ive just finished a week of yoga, meditation, silence and mindfulness. i felt. i learned. i am, a bit more than usual. a bit foolish, doubtful and ignorant. a bit joyful, blissful and complete. i can tell the ones that don't know. they ask questions that don't make any sense, like a curious cat with one leg. i passed a full moon and a solstice. and ( Read more... )

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The Establishment. Not a planned suppression of growth, necessarily, but nevertheless a real one. It has been going on for centuries, Melanie even. The whole situation seems to be getting better. Slowly. Its the acceleration. A long slow acceleration out of this mess. I feel much activity in 'the field.' This 'the field' thing ... I'm not sure what ( Read more... )

"...The cell is the bridge between the quantum world of unlimited possibilities and what we experience as reality. It is the cell's ability to choose or measure the quantum world that separates inert matter from living matter. A chair or a rock represents the measurement states of particles with no possibility of slipping back to the quantum level ( Read more... )

me and tool bounce along with each other like old horse drwan carages on roads of burned marshmellows, this dance of wheels, i think it will go on for a while.

i think its time for my thoughts to come filtering down through the neubulus light.

again.

The descent is relaxing. Muscles balanced between tendons like a high school science project. Electrocuted and jostled. Analyzing the terrain. Caterpillar tracks, millions of pebbles, little rocks avoiding my spinning tyer. The descent is relaxing, like passing out after standing up. Like snowmelt streams on mossy rocks just waking from a winters ( Read more... )

the bark on the redwood trees is stained dark from the rain. the spider webs that clung to the bark weeks ago are now washed down into the crevaces to become part of the tree. water drops, like tearshaped monks diving from the upper needles catch the sunlight. calm and composed they melt into the earth. the sun is sinking beneath the still raining ( Read more... )