<33* so lets see... DeLaWaRe... its great. I honestly love it. As much as i thought it was gonna be the worst thing in the world, its actually great!

<33* i love the people, i love the booooys ;), I love being able to be within arms length of my parents... and I loooooove big bear hugs =)

<33* i miss everyone tho... alot... i still cry sometimes ( Read more... )

definitely leaving for delaware tomorrow, for real this time... all this stalling was a crock of SHIT! especially seeing as how EVERY day, i juss got hoed anyways.. whatever ( Read more... )

why the fuck does life have to BE like this?!?!!? i really truly dont understand... I juss wanna fucking sit here and cry.. and i feel like an idiot because... just... UGH!!! seriously...

<33* "i dont wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you" <33 ( Read more... )

<33* last night was quite possibly the worst night of my life... saying goodbye was hard as fuck, seriously.

<33* I fight with my dad askin if i can wait ONE more day, and he starts screamin at me and makin the BIGGEST deal out of it... just so that this morning he can call me and tell me that theres gonna be like hella thunderstorms the whole way ( Read more... )

<33* so today is officially my last day in saginaw... =(

<33* i must admit, as much as i HATE saginaw, I love it even more.. My life is here, and its really not that bad... the people suck.. but i have some of theee best friends in the world!!

<33* stephy, robin, yolie, BABY JAAAAAYCE!!! darnae, lisse, jaime, ash, ricky, jess, meaghan, janell, my ( Read more... )

can i please make it very clear that in fact i DO NOT care... because apparantly no one understands that.. and it got completely blown out of porportion.. and it REALLY pisses me off.. im movin in two fucking days, and all i know is that one of my best friends completely fucking hates me becuase of it... and WHY?? because it was completely made ( Read more... )

<33* forgive me for letting my mind wander... i just cant help it sometimes i guess... =(

<33* sometimes i wonder whats REALLY going to happen.. not what everyone THINKS... but the reality of the whole thing...

<33* ...and i dont wanna dwell on this the whole time im in delaware.. and i know myself, i WILL.. and it hurts oh so much...

<33* its ( Read more... )

<33* yesterday i went on a hott ass date with my boo jaime rose =) i lllllllove her!

<33* todays friday... meaning monday is three days away

<33* :: takes deeeep breathe ::

<33* so i realized yesterday that leaving might be harder than expected.. which is INSANE... i know that leaving is soo much better for me as a person. i can get myself together ( Read more... )

<33* juss woke up... blah

<33* yesterday was aright.. went to robbys and played some game in the pool... alls i know is i kept gettin busted in the head with a beach ball.... -jonnys a lil PUNK!

<33* went to jess's last nite, and got my drink on... then we had to leave all extra early cuz her parents were gonna come home...

<33* i still havent ( Read more... )

i feel like ive lost everything when youre gone