*pokes*
are you all dead?

so,i finally finished that three years thingie.<3.unfortunately i didn't have any tissues left,so i just quietly sobbed behind closed doors in my room.even though there are parts that didn't quite work,i'm going to read it again someday.
just to feel some kind of loveweird weekend.hours have flown ever so slowly.like in slow motion ( Read more... )

waiting and feeling rather nervous.stuffing a chocolate muffin down my throat doesn't make me feel any better.
i tried to write something today at school.it turned out to be complete bollocks so i ripped the paper to pieces.
because of my lack of confidence,i didn't dare to write slash.hello,my name's kaisa and i'm a slash addict ( Read more... )

obsessions make my life a living he...aven.

I still don't know who it is.and I don't care that much.
antti should be glad he left to tampere.if he hadn't, I would have killed him with my bare hands.wanker.
shy plumber fella cured our bathroom.happy shower-hours ahead.

tänään minua vituttaa.
pillimehua!

the trip was okay.nothing special though ( Read more... )

I have almost everything packed.just need to go to the supermarket and buy some fruits and a notebook ( Read more... )

My back's killing me.I can't sit for a long time.I hope it stops before wednesday,because then I have to sit overnight on a bus ( Read more... )

I need a wife or something.a woman.a real strong minded woman.

she never knew what she wanted

those words shall be carved on my pitch black gravestone,with silver letters.if there is going to be one.I wonder if I disappeared,would anyone even notice.
this place is dead...
I'm dead...and I need sugar.anything that makes me high or drunk.fags ( Read more... )