so i dunno if i put this in last time, but i almost did break up with Jess. Like we talked about everything - got it all worked out. So yeah I guess we're good again ( Read more... )

okay so the more i think about it the more i know i should end things before by chance i do fall in love. I dont wanna fall in love - cuz i dont want to expose myself like that. ANd we're totally at two different stages of love - shes IN LOVE with me and i love her - but i dont THINK i'm in love with her. I dont want to hurt her tho, that's all i ( Read more... )

okay i need to vent - so tonight i'm with jenny and andrew (theyre upstairs as i type) and we were talking about how i really dont need to be tied down - specially my senior year! Haha no shit right? So like we were talking about how my girlfriend gets mad at everyone BUT ME when I hit on someone! Like with brandi - if I give brandi a hug, she gets ( Read more... )

Wow - thats basically all i can say about this weekend. It was just crazy. Like thursday night/friday morning fucking rocked! haha never had that much sex in my life! LoL ( Read more... )

so yesterday my discussion with mr. k (the principal) went okay. I guess no matter what, my parents have to come in and discuss the whole prom thing. Along with hers. No matter WHAT the fuck I do tho. He said he doesn't want parents coming up to him asking what the hell is going on. And he said that what you do in your private life is what you do ( Read more... )

So yesterday i hung out with jess after school. I had to help out with Dakota Rose doing the valentines day thing. So i was actually only in 2 1/2 hours of class yesterday! haha it was pretty sweet. So after school jess and i went up to her house and had cheesecake and moose track ice cream. And hung out and what not..haha and then her parents got ( Read more... )

jess and i get to be the first girls to go to prom together. Becuz she went in and talked to the principal. Haha he said tho that we have to have a meeting to know what we're actually getting ourselves into. LoL And that her parents and mine have to come in too. But if i sign the forms for being 18 and what not i dont have to have my rentz come in ( Read more... )

I know you shouldn't hate anyone. But that god damn brother of mine deserves to either die or just getting the living hell beat out of him ( Read more... )

Okay well we've been at it for a little more than 2 weeks now. Its been good - i love her, but i'm not IN love with her. I realized this last night while talking to brandi. cuz now i'm worried. cuz i still wanna get into brandi's pants haha and i had a dream with brandi and jess in it and i ended up kissing brandi with jess sitting RIGHT NEXT TO ( Read more... )

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