I'm back from Sarah's house and was that fun... it's all that i needed to feel better. We went to Albany and it was so much fun. I took lots of pictures of the cathedral there and we just kinda wandered aimlessly around the city. The ride home too was fun. I got to drive Adam's car. :-D Now i have a stupid headache though and i'm proably going ( Read more... )

I can't believe that it's been that long since i've updated my journal... a lot of things have happened since then... i have found love and it is wonderful. Fise is great and i can't believe how happy i am... School is going great. I am on probation but i am doing really well in my classes this year so it shouldn't be a problem. i love life

Annoying people annoy me. What is accomplished by blaring music louder than the other person? When my room is in between all of it... grr... i can't even stand it right now. Because of them i have a headache. I have two exams and a paper due tomorrow and because of them i can't think or stand up strait for that matter... well whatever. I have ( Read more... )

As i sit there rocking back and forth in my safe haven of my imagination a steady beat pounded on my head... ugh... They are fighting again over the music. Standing up i open up my door scream some random obcenity and slam my door... wait... i should have done that!

My world is ever changing for the better. I can't believe what has happened in the last week. It was suppose to be a horrible week with my Poppy (grandfather) going in for surgery but now everything is differant... it's like i'm seeing through different eyes. I Thank God that he's ok and doing very well right now... but something is different ( Read more... )

After living in a small town in Western Mass i've learned to accept the fact that i would spend the day staring at a computer screen playing Spider Solitaire or at the TV playing PS2. My life never really seemed to change. Every day was the same and there was nothing i could do about it. The world felt so small. Finally i came to Umass Lowell ( Read more... )

I just can't stop thinking about everything... the future, past, present, who i am, and who everyone else is. But nothing seemed to be answering my questions. In fact, the more i think about it, the more questions my brain seems to be adding to the list. My favorite one is do dreams actually represent reality? i know it sounds silly but could ( Read more... )