So, things are been rough emotional for me as far as my relationship with Joe is concerned. We broke up Wednesday night because he basically said that his feelings had changed towards me. He fely like he was feeling me more as a friend than as a girlfriend and that he had doubts in our relationship. This pretty much came out of left field. Funny ( Read more... )

I guess I have never understood relationships, no matter what guy I have been with. There always seems to be the same bump in the road... and my tire isn't getting any better. I have never understood how someone can bitch about what they want so badly, like spend time with someone, then when I actually think I have a chance to spend time with them ( Read more... )

Not many people read this and I, myself, hardly write in this. I am truly hoping for a better year. I know something has to change in order for this to happen. The last few months have been really rough... but I have made it through. I am hoping and praying that someone is willing to work with me and try to understand and get to know me more as ( Read more... )

So, today was an all right day. The usual going to school and class. Oh the joys... well not really, but it sounded good, right? Anyways, I came home because we are having a new roof put on our house and it is HOT outside. So, I had to get home to go to the store to get the guys some water so they didn't pass out. Yes, I am nice like that. Well ( Read more... )

Have you ever been around someone... just having a simple conversation then suddenly they point out one of your flaws that you are so subconscious about? Well, that happen today. And to make matters worse… they kept going on about it. I am ashamed of certain things about myself; I am ashamed that there are certain parts of my body, I have weakness ( Read more... )

This is really been a shitty weekend... starting with Thursday. Here lately I have had the feelings that no one really understands me, let alone really gives a shit about how I feel or think. Granted this probably isn't the case, it is just a feeling I have had. So Thursday, I was in a mood and I know it. I wanted to be around someone just be get ( Read more... )

I am stuck with that thought in the back of my mind... are things changing for the better, at least for the moment? I finally getting a little help with school. Go Pell! Not much, but it is a whole lot but every little bit helps when you have to pay out of pocket just to go to school. I wish I would have worked harder and never lost HOPE but we ( Read more... )

I am really happy school starts for one reason. I have something to do with my time. Been sitting around the house thinking too much lately... if that is possible. I don't really understand a few things and some of the people in my life right now. And it is funny... seems like somedays I know exactly what I want and other days, I feel... well, ( Read more... )

Your Personality Is
Guardian (SJ)You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented ( Read more... )

You know... I have wondered that all day today. Really, what is our world coming to? Theft, murder, rape, war, hate crimes... the list could go on and on. We take so many things for granted everyday. Even the simplest thing like the safety of our property… is anything really even safe anymore? I say all this because my Grandma's was stolen this ( Read more... )