k so i just had like, the best time...i popped in alkaline trio's newest album, crimson, and started working on a shirt i'd been putting off for a while. as the songs played on and on and the scraps of material fell to the floor, so many things entered my mind. i love having random trains of thoughts and i don't think i've ever smiled or laughed so ( Read more... )

and it's too early to sleep ( Read more... )

i don't know why i'm letting it get to me so hardcore. but despite such negativity....today will be a good day.

it has to be.

i was so upset that i had to go to bed last night, like really....because yesterday had to have been the happiest day of my life thus far! seriously, nothing tore me yesterday and i was just in such an amazing mood, like i have been for......a really long time now. i feel so free and refreshed and new. (hmmm, maybe that's why i keep having near- ( Read more... )

ok, so it pisses me off when people tell me they want to be my friend but then never show me the light of day. i will find time for anyone who is important to me, but maybe that's just me. it hurts me when people give me mixed signals (not in the romantic way, the people way.) cos it makes me feel like i'm the one who is to blame ( Read more... )

( yup )

oh man. i feel like i did a lot this weekend ( Read more... )

1. PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? i'll choose.....i'd like to say the mean one on my knee, but i think i wanna go with something else. oh oh oh! the one on my eyebrow that's not that noticeable. i got it when i was about four years old. i was wearing a brand new pair of patent leather mary janes, they were PERFECT, and eating dinner at ( Read more... )

you know....this whole school thing is wayyyy over-rated. i know i'm probably just saying this because i'm a lil down that i am so bad with school no matter how freakin' hard i try to do well. i mean come on! i look back on my years of academics and it seems like it was never me, i was never into it unless it was a french or writing class - which ( Read more... )

( just cos i'm bored and am sick of the television. )