my bitch ass gramma is on the fone with my *therepist* again.. **kill**.... fuck this shit. im so effin pist...and depressed... my effin bitch ass gramma actslike she knows my feelings.. like shes the one feeling them. ha... shed die... if she could ever know my pain... it hurts...fuck it. i have nothing to say... noone could possibly understand ( Read more... )

i know u dont love me.. but do it anyway ( Read more... )

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IM dRuNk! wooooo!

goodnight

damnit. im in a puzzled mood... this sux.... me and julain were talking about *relationship thingies*

why cant he just be with me.. he says he wants too.. omg.. i cant do this anymore.... i just feel like breaking down sumtimes.

ka-wink-key-dink!

yay for odd words.

IF U LOVE ME FILL THIS OUT! <3 ( Read more... )

btw...

j u l i a n i s t h e o o b e r s e x!

j u l i a n= p u r e h o t n e s s

im tired. and im hyper as fuck at the same time... hmm....

hi best friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm.... tonight was crappy.. went to skewl.. went to unas.. went to wrk..now im at my grandparents..gawk. i was talking to adam on the fone... the way he talks about dezaray makes me tingle. i wished julian did that..... ya know.. talked to people about me and his feelings... omgf. im thinking about just asking him out... im not shore. me and adam ( Read more... )

omfg! wtf! im so effin.. omg. i dont know what too do.... imma pop sum more pills then sleep.. maybee ill die.... sigh... anyway... i <3 u vince.. and i sari. call me.

emotional bladz and silky blood.... is all i need... for the torment im living threw.

i <3 u vince...