I knew it was a bad idea to go to his house. I told him too, and he was like "why???".

Guys are so fucking dumb.

And just for the record......... no, I'm not sorry I kissed you.

Nick got me hooked on Coheed and Cambria this passed summer when I really started getting into him... I've been listening to them ALOT this weekend, and jeeze its bringing back old feelings... shitty deal I know. So I was like, screw this, I'm gonna listen to HAPPY music... I chose Aquabats. Bad deal again. Because THEN I got to thinking of how the ( Read more... )

I wish soomeone would fucking tell me to get a user pic up on here!

2day PUH
I got "let go" from baskin robbins..........
Im so bored right now, my mom's sister and my uncle are here from mesa and Im so bored. She wont let me leave the house............
Robert the wiener is watching me type so I got 2 go. buh bye.........

Well POOP! My night was STUPID! It took me awhile to talk Tom into going with Kimber, Evan, and I into doing something. We just ended up renting movies and eating pizza at Evan's house. But I wasn't having a good time. Tom has been ANNOYING the HELL out of me. It's little things but they seem so big. It started out with him and I cuddling (more ( Read more... )

No one ever writes in their LiveJournals anymore (inclusing myself) which means suckynessssss. La viva the LJ revolution! Wait, no. Uhhhhh hmmmm MOVING ALONG ( Read more... )

School! AhhhhHH! No its ok.... I get out at 1:30 now :P

Mr. Keenkins ROCKS hardcore. Oh man, and Tom... TOM!!! heheheh, the cutie i sit next to in lunch... Jareds friend, hes always...touchy jokey with me...and and and, I LIKE HIM! wait, more later.

I ahvent wrote in this thing in a long time. SOrry. I've been at my gramma's in Granite Bay. It was so much fun seeing Linday, Heather, OoOoOo and Rachael! They helped me with alot with Chase's death. I'm feeling happier as the days go by ( Read more... )

It funny how the little things are the only things that make me happy nowadays. Too bad they're hardly ever there anymore.

It's been a week now. I honestly have no idea how I am still breathing. The pain is still there... it hurts. It feels as if I am in a dream looking in. I never got to say goodbye. His funeral is tomorrow. Everyone has been telling me to go, but how do I do that? In some way, I have this hope he's gonna come back. Going to his funeral will only ( Read more... )