Things are going decently weird. I don't know how to explain anything right now. I don't know if I even want to try. I'm feeling a little better, as good as two days will let me feel. I haven't talked with the boy yet. I'm afraid that the second I hear his voice again the hurts just going to come rushing back to me harder than ever. That then I'll ( Read more... )

I'm still deciding how I feel. Last night was ridicuously hard and I feel like it didn't happen. I didn't go to sleep until 5, I pretty much sat outside on my front stoop in disbelief for I don't know how long. I can't believe that I won't be getting a call tonight from him asking if I want to hang out... I won't be getting a call like that for a ( Read more... )

Yesterday the boy and I took the Jeep and went to the beach
and built a hugggeee sandcastle
that looked like a face
and everyone on the beach was in awe.
It was wicked cool.

Then he told me he had a surprise for me today
and he took me to The Butterfly Place


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watched intense olympics tonight with the boy
women's gymnastics is my all time favorite
by far
i wish i was one of them
and could fly and be crazy

we also watched Six Feet Under
exciting and semi bittersweet
you know


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it's decently late and i'm decently sleepy
my computer's killing me and refusing to burn cd's
i wish it would work for once
ahhhh

tomorrow i'm planning on actually spending time with the relatives ( Read more... )

Why I'm starting livejournal again... I have no idea ( Read more... )