Ya so Ive desided

[sillyirishgirl]

Ya since no one talks to me anymore at all me coming back online and wasting money on stuff like lpu and shit was worthless. I feel so alone . Yes I have my son and i love him more than anything but he can't talk yet and i can't really say what I wanna say... like the fact im scared shitless that my husband might not come home or he will and he'll

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[jannylynn]

You need to pull yourself together. You have a home, a husband, and a son. Your son is dependent on you and only you. Your husband is serving duty overseas to protect the country. It's not easy, but it was his decision to do it and you're a strong woman for standing by him. Things like LPU and LJ and all that are minimal and ridiculous. Why worry about this stuff? You're not a college student anymore... You're a mother and a wife and you have a family and a home to hold up. Trust in your love and your marriage to your husband. He needs your support. Whether or not you're scared, you need to do what you're supposed to do. You can't expect people on LJ and LPU and all those other things to "know" what you're going through... Nor can they "help" you. You can do this on you own, but you're not alone. You have your son and your husband's love.... That's more than most people have at your age or any age.

[sillyirishgirl]

I appreciate your advice but mainly LPU means alot to me Ive goen thru alot with these people from suicide , grieve, and saving someone losing my best friend were a big support system and Im a very giving person I feel incomplete if I can't help people. And yes my son depends on me Im very aware of that I went to school to become a preschool teacher and now having him , its the best thing I could of ever done . My situation is harder than you think i moved to Hawaii then my husband was deployed and i had a very complicated birth without him there he left two weeks before my son was born. I dont have any friends on this base they all move so thats why I rely on my old friends from back home to vent to just to hear how they are doing keeps my mind off of my husband maybe never meeting his son. But Im fully aware i need to be strong for my son and i am this entry was made out of frustration and being hurt . i am married but Im a single mom right now in a place where they hate the military . All this may be minimal to you but suport from

[stepup2hybrid]

*hugs* Sorry, I haven't been around much Maranda. I do wish we could chat more. My lack of talking to you has nothing to do, with what's going on with you. I wish more than anything we chatted more, I do consider you to be a great person.

Sadly the fact of life is everyone is going through their own problems, and they have to deal with it on their own. Some don't have people to rely on either... I know you'll get through this. *hugs* Hold your son extra tight tonight, and think happy positive thoughts.

[sillyirishgirl]

Thank's Cat i feel the same way about you and i do enjoy when we do get to chat cause what your going thru with your brother is similar.Hug's back . Ya my little boy is gonna hate hugs by the time daddy comes home.

[stepup2hybrid]

You are most welcome. *HUGS*

I seriously doubt he'll hate it. He'll know hugs = lots of love.