This weekend was FUN.
Probably one of the most fun in a LONG time. 
Friday after school Tiff's dad picked up Tiff, Esther, Miles and I and after we dropped Miles off at Titus's house we went to Tiff's. 
Then Tiff Esther and I went to the scrapbook store and I'm sure we could've spent ALL day in there. 
Then we went back to TIff's house and ordered some ( Read more... )

I guess I'm just one of those people who can't stand when people don't like me...?

Maybe I'm just paranoid....?

Maybe I'm not good at being people's friend..?

I just feel like I don't fit in.........anywhere.

Gosh. How depressing, yeah?

I'd better go read Lit so I can think about something other than...idk...what I'm doing wrong, I guess.

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Bad day doesn't really begin to cover it.

I've never felt so 
-stupid
-ugly
-unwanted
-rejected
-left out
-and ****inferior****
in..probly....well, ever.

I'm trying so. fucking. hard. and for them it comes so. easily. 
I just wanna know what  I'm doing wrong. 
This. Hurts. Like. Hell.

I know I shouldn't let it/him affect me so much...but what can you do?

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Chris Daughtry=my season 5 American Idol.

UGH...Today was sucky. More tomorrow. I don't feel like a long update.......

it's hard to wait around for something that you
         know might never happen
                 but it's even harder     
                        to give up when you know it's
                                 everything you want  

Your eyes, are holding up the sky. Your eyes make me weak i don't know why. Your eyes make me scared to tell the truth.I thought my heart was bullet proof, now i'm just dancing on the roof. Now everybody knows... i'm into you
-Alexz Johnson

I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself, I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else
-Saving Jane

Yep, I've decided it's time for another RaNdOm entry. Here goes.

~ I'm drinking this juice called "Berry Splash" and it's HELLAgood. 
~I'm sitting in my room listening to Carrie Underwood. 
~and talking to Natalie. 
~I just finished my bible projects...two one-page papers.
~Today's Jeremy's birthday...I made him a card and took it to him about an hour ( Read more... )

Somebody's makin' a fortune
Sellin' emotions to fools like me who
Relate to what they're sayin'
Obsessed and can't stop playin'
No use in changin' stations, no
Cuz it's everywhere on the radio, the radio, the radio

Cuts me deep with every word
Saddest song I ever heard
I can't help myself
Keep comin' back for more
Drowning in the melody
Makes me ( Read more... )

I've decided that I like writing my entries with the text centered.

Nothing too exciting again today or since last time I wrote for that matter.

No school Friday *w00t w00t, Oklahoma!*

Right now, I'm watching a Who Wants to be a millionaire re-run. Darius Rucker *<333's* just got a question wrong and now Nick Lachey is in the hot seat. I'm just ( Read more... )