Sex, sex, sex
So the majour thinking posts started with this one. And they continue with the following.
Since I've been introduced to the Internet I have grown up a great deal. Then I was only at the age of 14 or so. So it's obvious I've grown. Not just on the outside but on the inside.
When I was first introduced to the internet I will admit, I was raised with a shielded life, for the most part. Plus, I had gone to the same Lutheran school all my life which meant I was taught the same things since the beginning.
So what exactly am I saying? The topic of sex made me uncomfortable. It made me feel... dirty, I suppose. Things of that nature were... not normal for me.
Enter Fanfiction.Net. This slowly helped decensitise me. What helped even more? VirtualHogwarts and people I talked to from there. But I'm still a bit on edge when it comes to the topic of sex.
Another reason could be because my mother never really talked to me about it. She assumed I knew or something. Or would learn from my magazines or some other source. In fact, that's kinda how I had to. From fanfiction. Sad isn't? I had to learn the name of female parts from fanfiction!
I was brought up believing that you shouldn't have sex before marriage. But... My gawd. What if you're bad at it? Or what if the person you end up with is bad at it? And then you're stuck with them for the rest of your life! I don't think there's some group therapy class for that. And even if there was, who the hell would want to go?! Besides, when you get married, wouldn't you want to be able to perform wonderfully for your partner?
Geez... I need to stop thinking about this.
I need to get a life.